"Ashamed Things"

Today I initially wasn't really inspired to write today. The only verse that caught my attention was Romans 6:21 where Paul asked what benefit was I receiving from the things that I am now ashamed? That's a scary question to answer for me. When I think about my past actions, especially the ones for which I am ashamed, I get this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. Unfortunately, there are many things that I am ashamed of when I look back on my life. To name of few, there are relationships I was involved in, life styles I embraced, behaviors I have engaged in, and people I hurt because of my selfishness.

So, what WERE the benefits? In the end, really? NOTHING. Zero, zip, nada...However, there have been many negative consequences. Broken hearts, depression, lack of contentment, fear, anger, frustration, emptiness, and isolation among others. I have hurt myself, but more significantly, others, when I have pursued those things that I am ashamed of. And how many times have I gone right back there to those "Ashamed Things" thinking that things would work out differently or better? Way too many times, and the benefits have always been the same...NOTHING.

What I didn't mention initially when I referenced Romans 6:21 is the second half of that verse. That part of the verse talks about the outcome of those things for which I am ashamed - DEATH. So, not only did I not receive any benefits, but those very same things can result in the death of my soul. "Ashamed things" are definitely NOT looking all that exciting, adventurous, flashy or promising anymore.

Fortunately in Romans it also talks about being freed from the bonds of sin or those "Ashamed Things". And, in being freed from those sins, there is eternal life in Christ Jesus. What strikes me is that there are no benefits to sin, but accepting the FREE gift of God through Jesus results in immortality and a relationship with the Creator of the Universe! (Romans 6:23, Genesis 1)

Now is that a TRADE UP or what? Sure seems like it to me, and well worth getting rid of those "Ashamed Things".